I was having trouble putting this number in context. Was it too high? Too low? How many suicides stemmed from the godawful pressures of fighting in an unpopular war against an elusive enemy?
I got the context I needed -- and then some -- from a shocking report by Daniel Zwerdling on National Public Radio on Monday evening:
I'll never know whether the number is accurate. Although upwards of 25 percent of the soldiers who have served in Iraq display symptoms of serious mental-health problems, Zwerdling reports that even the most suicidal can have trouble getting help and even get kicked out of the Army.This does not come entirely as a shock. The notion that "you have to be a man" and not admit to pain or emotional distress runs deep in the military psyche. While I did not expect my sergeant to kiss my boo-boo or read me a bedtime story, my one (non-combat) injury while serving in the Army was treated with disdain and ridiculule.
Zwerdling interviewed several former soldiers, including Tyler Jennings:
"Jennings says that when he came home from Iraq last year, he felt so depressed and desperate that he decided to kill himself. Late one night in the middle of May, his wife was out of town, and he felt more scared than he'd felt in gunfights in Iraq. Jennings says he opened the window, tied a noose around his neck and started drinking vodka, 'trying to get drunk enough to either slip or just make that decision.'There there is Corey Davis, who was a machine gunner in Iraq."Five months before, Jennings had gone to the medical center at Ft. Carson [in Colorado], where a staff member typed up his symptoms: 'Crying spells . . . hopelessness . . . helplessness . . . worthlessness.' Jennings says that when the sergeants who ran his platoon found out he was having a breakdown and taking drugs, they started to haze him. He decided to attempt suicide when they said that they would eject him from the Army.
" 'You know, there were many times I've told my wife -- in just a state of panic, and just being so upset -- that I really wished I just died over there [in Iraq],' he said. 'Cause if you just die over there, everyone writes you off as a hero.' "
"Davis says he began 'freaking out' after he returned to Ft. Carson, had constant nightmares and began using drugs. When he sought help at the base hospital one day, he says he was told he'd have to wait more than a month to be seen."Or Iraq war veteran Jason Harvey.
"In May, Harvey slashed his wrists and arms in a cry for help. Officials at Ft. Carson expelled him from the Army for "patterns of misconduct." Harvey had been diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder."As Zwerdling notes, the Army boasts of having terrific programs to care for soldiers, but the reality is far different.
And so a president betrays his country and the Army betrays its soldier. Oh what a lovely war!
Click here to read or hear the NPR report.
I heard that same broadcast. The idea that kept coming up is how contradicting the relationship of being diagnosed with "PTSD" for war veterans is. Kind of like the relationship of being "clinically insane" and legally insane". The criteria for "PTSD" for regular citizens can't be used for people, whose job is to kill other people. The one soldier who described trying to stuff the brains of a child back into his head and then bandage it up, only for the brains to start oozing through the bandages is an example. How could this individual not have PTSD, along with thousands of other soldiers, who descibe the constant smell of burning flesh, children missing limbs, etc.?
ReplyDeleteGood questions all, Matt, and there are no easy answers. (Don't you hate when someone says that?)
ReplyDeleteEven what constitutes PTSD and who suffers from it are up in the air.
Thanks for this post. I hope it gets some exposure.
ReplyDeleteI just heard the story yesterday on NPR and am outraged and sickened by it.
I'm writing my representatives as well as a long list of other's who may be interested.
"And so a president betrays his country and the Army betrays its soldier. Oh what a lovely war!"
What you've said here really sums the whole thing up. It's mind-boggling.